Huhu feeling pretty~

They are some times in life when something happens and ALL your self-esteem flies away through the window.  You feel that everyone is better than you and that you aren't worth it. It is the worst feeling ever... It happened to me last month, and thanks GOD that I was getting to know Him better already because I'm sure that if that had happened to the old me I would have been crying and whipping all month.

Right now I'm doing super duper great, I'm the same I was a month ago but I have grown  so much with God that I feel so loved and beautiful. It feels so good to be loved, and even more when you know it is eternal.  I can't express in words how thankful I am for having the opportunity to know about Him... Today I was talking with one of my friends that right know is having a really hard time with depression and low self-esteem. He's whipping over the fact that no one cares for him and he knows that the problem is himself, but he doesn't want to change because "it doesn't matter". OMG I can't change his mind no matter what, and here I am guessing, How would he feels if he knows that there IS someone that loves and is taking care of him everyday? But my friend can't see the infinite love of God right know and it's frustrating.

Uhhh, I'll keep trying on making him feel better anyway, but it will be awesome that more people were there for him too... It may be a God's challenge for him.  weeeell, thank you God, only you know what's going on. Hahaha

Soooo, remember the guy I was going out with a month ago? He spoke to me today to tell me that he miss me and to ask if I already liked someone else or if I miss him too.  I can't lie to myself, I still like him WAY too much, but I'm afraid that he doesn't like me as much as I do and then something worst happens... Asfdsgssrgntyn This is something that I need to give it some thought, I know he isn't asking me out again or anything, but I have to ask myself if I really want to feel that way again, if I really want to have those butterflies and then make them reproduce and make them die and bury them and then realizing that they were half phoenixes so they can just come back to life and then making them reproduce again... And this happens over and over again when I see him. It's haaard because it feels terrible but he's something else.

Anyway, I'll pray and see what happens. Oh, and here is a picture of me right now, What do you think? 

Have a great weekend guys! and as always, Thanks for reading~!!!