Huhu feeling pretty~

They are some times in life when something happens and ALL your self-esteem flies away through the window.  You feel that everyone is better than you and that you aren't worth it. It is the worst feeling ever... It happened to me last month, and thanks GOD that I was getting to know Him better already because I'm sure that if that had happened to the old me I would have been crying and whipping all month.

Right now I'm doing super duper great, I'm the same I was a month ago but I have grown  so much with God that I feel so loved and beautiful. It feels so good to be loved, and even more when you know it is eternal.  I can't express in words how thankful I am for having the opportunity to know about Him... Today I was talking with one of my friends that right know is having a really hard time with depression and low self-esteem. He's whipping over the fact that no one cares for him and he knows that the problem is himself, but he doesn't want to change because "it doesn't matter". OMG I can't change his mind no matter what, and here I am guessing, How would he feels if he knows that there IS someone that loves and is taking care of him everyday? But my friend can't see the infinite love of God right know and it's frustrating.

Uhhh, I'll keep trying on making him feel better anyway, but it will be awesome that more people were there for him too... It may be a God's challenge for him.  weeeell, thank you God, only you know what's going on. Hahaha

Soooo, remember the guy I was going out with a month ago? He spoke to me today to tell me that he miss me and to ask if I already liked someone else or if I miss him too.  I can't lie to myself, I still like him WAY too much, but I'm afraid that he doesn't like me as much as I do and then something worst happens... Asfdsgssrgntyn This is something that I need to give it some thought, I know he isn't asking me out again or anything, but I have to ask myself if I really want to feel that way again, if I really want to have those butterflies and then make them reproduce and make them die and bury them and then realizing that they were half phoenixes so they can just come back to life and then making them reproduce again... And this happens over and over again when I see him. It's haaard because it feels terrible but he's something else.

Anyway, I'll pray and see what happens. Oh, and here is a picture of me right now, What do you think? 

Have a great weekend guys! and as always, Thanks for reading~!!! 

From August to November!

Waaaahhh... It sure has been a long looooong time since the last time I wrote. So many things happened on the last four months! 

Well, let me do a recap of everything... FIRST I'm happy to say I'm still working at Convergys, it's an awesome place to work, I spend so many time there and still I like it. The people are awesome and I enjoy the job, it is fun.  I exchanged campaign btw, now I'm taking calls in spanish and english for the department of Technical Support. We enjoy it waay too much, really. Hahaha

I have met so many people lately, but they are nothing special compared to my friend Alberto. HIII ALBERTOOO!!!! (I know he is reading this and laughing with that face of him that it's so worth to see everytime hahaha)  He is super cool, he is the type of friend that everyone MUST have. Everytime with him is a BLAST, we enjoy so much our time together, he gets what I mean and I what he means. Isn't it unbelievable? I really appreciate this friendship, it's unique and I'm really happy with it. THANK YOU ALBERTOOO!!! I luv youuu!!! hahaha

Oh, I just watched "10 Things that I hate about you" and it's so cute. I love Kat, she is the type of girl that everyone right know wants to be since she is so "I don't care what other people think", but I know she is for sure a sweet, smart and really caring character. I don't really get what happened with her mom but I'm sure she was affected with that and I LOVE the fact that she opened her self with Patrick. UGHH they are just perfeect together . I love coupleees to much!! AH! I was dating someone back on October, we went out for a month and everything was going really good. We met our families, went to church together, spent a lot of time per week, we even got to play videogames but, Idk... Sometimes it didn't felt right, like there was something missing and he felt the same way too so we both decided on letting it as it was. Sometimes I miss him, like talking with him about everything but I don't regret it, I learnt so much and I had a great time, so I'm happy that it happened. I must let him know the next time that I'm thankful for it.

Thanks to the movie I listened to a French band called AIR, they are amazing. It's like electronic chill out with a little bit of space rock. Still don't have a favorite but take a listen to the first album: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wo8aSo5Tv1E  I hope you like it, I LOVE IT!!!

I guess that was the most important part of the last four months, thank you so much for reading it all. 

Have a greaaat week!!