My life is tricking me

Hi Myself of the future~! 

This year has been the worst, so difficult and annoying. I finally thought that my time of doing nothing was going to finish, and I was so excited imagining how my life was going to be after this month and how I will look back and tell myself: "Don't worry, it was worth it!". I'm seriously dumb. Knowing that you can't expect anything from anyone (even myself) is like my motto, and there I was happy about everything, hoping and living happily. I hate that part of me because after all I'm always crying and whining over something I can't control anymore. Anyways, the fact is that I can't do anything about it and I have to carry on with my life hoping that someday I will read this and think: "Thanks god you kept on going, Karen". Someday. 

Hope all of you who read this had a great week. Enjoy your Sunday~