Admitted or not?

Today I will know if I was admitted (or not)  into my first choice Colombian university and I CAN'T STAND IT! You know, I have the feeling that if I don't get in I will never be able to do anything and I will feel like a dumb-ass girl forever. I know that I shouldn't feel that way, because... WELL it's just one of the best Universities in Colombia, but it's not a big deal. I mean, I can wait until I'm 19 yrs old and try again, It's OK.

Ugh, I don't know what should I do if I don't get in... I finally gave up on going overseas to study this year and here I am insecure about what to do with my life. Good job, Karen.