So just when you start to feel good with yourself there is always someone who comes and take all of your self-esteem away. And it happens because you're weak and fragile, even if you seem like being made of steel. You just want to feel loved, you just want someone who tells you:
"I like you the way you are".
But if that person just suddenly disappears or tells you something like he doesn't care anymore, all of that love and care that you received isn't worth it anymore, because it meant nothing, it just doesn't mean anything now. You feel alone, your soul hurts, your brain feels pain and nobody really gets you, "What's happening with me?", you think, but there is not answer. "Nobody will care about me", "I will never be that happy again", "The world sucks", "You can become nothing, universe", and it keeps like that until you stop thinking about it and start making something new. And it will never stops if you don't distract yourself, and it will hurt like sh*t until you don't think about it enough times so you can came into a conclusion or answer to your questions. That's how it feels, f*ck that people who thinks that he's just doing good. Good my *ss. Ugh.
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